GOSH!!!Today at least ada juga ruang untuk breath.Laz nyte gara-gara assignment dari "Adolf Hitler",x tido la bebdak AlphaBet.hehehe.Bru I realised dh lama I x update blog...Wat to do???I have been quite bz recently lagi2 bla I have to give back my freedom coz school starts.Yg buat Lyn suprise,kali ni Lyn dh lebih bersemangat...Muz be the azam baru thing and nasihat dari MY.Thx MY for that advise....+_+Ckup sal skola coz now I wanna talk bout my life...
Mamat Chipsmore???Seyesly I dunno wat else to do or to say...Before this I told Sha yg I dh xlarat nk kejar,I juz nk tunggu jea.Sejak akhir-akhir ini,I rasa mcm I dh fed up coz he only break my heart.Dye ckp dye x ska bila I cried,rasa mcm berslah and semua x kena BUT dye realised x he never changed.Dye ulang lg apea yg dye buat.SSH sgt kea nk dpt attention dye!!!!!Yg I terkilan,dgn which gurl ntah senang jea dye bley letak in relationship tp LYNN???I tau I bkn gf dye so terpaksalah butakan mata tapi smpai bila???Come on,I ada prasaan I jgak...Aina,I dunno wat shall I do!!!!Cakap care sal Lyn tapi...mnea dye bila I need HIM?Bukan Lyn x try understand dye tp dye x pernah nk faham perasaan Lyn.(Aina ckp,nama jea memahami tp HAMPEH)
I think its tyme to say this...I can't talk to u anymore coz wat I wanna tell I can't tell u anymore.(klaula mamat chipsmore tu pndai dye akan faham ayat ni)Lyn bkn nk dye text 24/7 tp at least he txt me everynyte gtau lyn cndition dye kea,tnye sal lyn kea...I mean,Lyn tau dye bz tp xkan la satu msg pun ssh????Sumtimes Lyn mmg x faham dye...Dekat tp jauh sgt sampai Lyn xtau where do I stand dlm hati dye...Am I too much???Lyn bkn purposely nk nangis tp Lyn benar-benar xTAHAN!!!It is so hurtful.Slama ni Lyn simpan coz Lyn thout Lyn mampu lupakan tapi I realised I will never...Adake leaving is the bez way???God,pls send me some guidance...I love him tp apea mknanya bla semua ni happen...Klaula dye fham isi hati kan best tp sygnye that's it so impossible...
Maafkan Lyn,Kak Wanie and Aina...Lyn x ckup kuat so Lyn break my promise...Jgn risau,maybe lepas ni korg x nmpak dh airmata Lyn.Y loving sumone its so hard???Ntah la...dh takdir Lyn mcm ni,redha jea la...cinta x semestinye memiliki...I am happy as long as he happy eventhough I have to sacrifice myself to make sure he is happy wif his lyfe I am willing to.I am sory tp I love you...I x harapkan sebrg balasan lg coz I dh xlarat mengharap...Setiap kali I mengharap,setiap kali itu juga kecewa yang singgah di ati I.
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