Yesterday bday mama…Plan goes smoothly cuma suara I yg x sedap…Wat to do,I pun sakit jgak.Aina pun dh marah I stay up sampai middnite mcm org x sakit.Biarlah…bkn selalu.She seems to be very happy wif SA…Syukur la…I pun happy for them.Maybe bkn that Guy juz doesn’t meant for me…Well…benda ni bkn terletak pada tangan kita,apa yg I bley buat is doakan agar dia akan accept I suatu ari nnty dan for now I menanti jea la.At first mmg rasa pedih tp dh lama mcm dh biasa untuk I.Kdg kala I sendiri pun xtau menangis sbb he reject me is better or menangis becoz he is not close wif me anymore is better.Yg I tau,is gonna be so hard for me to live when he is not wif me even juz as a fren anymore.Part of me dh terbiasa dgn kehadiran dia.Gosh…ape yg dh happen???Lyn yg kuat tu dh hilang gi mana???All I can see is Lyn yg terlalu mengharapkan sesuatu yg bernama CINTA which sesuatu yg I sgt anti suatu ketika dlu.All this cuma Aina,kak Wanie and Sha jea yg tau…Parents Lyn of coz they dunno.Papa ok tp yg I takut is mama.Mau mama x marah dkat blog tulis jea benda mcm ni.Ni baru blog,dia x tgk diary Lyn lg.hahaha.Kat situ lg byk secret yg melibatkan hidup Lyn as a teenager.This is wat we call teenage life!!!
Ada my fren tanya wat will happen klau I dh x tulis blog lg…I answered…then I am not Lyn The Novelist anymore becoz I dun write that often anymore.I wrote this blog juz to share my feeling wif all the reader(kebykannya my BFF la)Thx Sam for all the advise…Mmg dye layak jd kaunselor…
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