Cronology of US...

I thout about how I first met that Guy(F)after texting wif Mei Fang(MF)bout the past.(Wat a sweet and sad memories)MF mention bout that Guy .Well… things haven’t change since past 192 days since I know him.Actually I noe him for more than 192 days but I noe him juz as a postman coz he will passed the letter that his fren will pass to him.Well…if not becoz of his fren(MFI)then I wouldn’t have noe him.Thx anyway.Then things start to change as I noticed F quite often.He was very close wif my bestfren.(Farrah)Ada citer disebalik diaorg dua tapi biar la….I pun start tulis sal that Guy in my diary.I dunno how come I forgot to keep my diary in my locker that nite.MF took the diary and read when I was asleep.Gosh…when I found out rasa mcm nk bunuh jea si MF ni.MF then dgn her ex-bf…when to tell that Guy that I like him and I am waiting for his answer.I did not ask them to do that but they tell me after they told that Guy bout my feeling.That time I felt like a fool.I never wanted to reveal my secret crush that Guy but everything’s too late.That Guy mmg ramai yg ska…but I dunno y I gotta the chance be close to him pdhal ramai lagi yg beratur nkkan dia.(I am lucky I guess).Since then,I started to have a very deep feeling towards him.Dh kawan lelama…he told me he was leaving to Australia.That time gosh…hanya Tuhan jea yg tau.Masa 7 Sept he came bc from Australia.His first msg was cantiklah bulan mlm ni.(he knows that I like to look at the moon.)That time…best sesgt.I felt like my penantian dh berakhir coz he is finally back here.Since then things started to change.He dun have much time for me like he used to be.Thinking that he might have sumone else is making my heart wrench but I juz ignore all that.11/10/2010,he gave me the answer that I have been waiting for all this while.He told me:he couldd only be frenz…(juz imagine wat do I feel that time)Apalg???Nangis cm org gler but I did not tell him.Depan dia cover ar…Recently…I rasa mcm I dh btul2 jauh dgn dye and I dh mcm x knal dia lg.I really dun wan this to happen…I luv him and I need him…Only God know wat I feel in my heart…