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Wednesday, October 6, 2010

4/10/2010


Hari ni Lyn x ke sekolah,my leg still hurt so MC one day.Kali ni serius bukan ponteng tapi btul-btul MC.Semlm Lyn duk layan bola dgn dad…perlawanan Malaysia.Kelantan vs N.Sembilan.Mmg best…Lyn rasa mcm perlawanan Malaysia semakin improve.Baguslah klau trus improve.Today Wanie is goin to face UiTM court,was very worry for her.Hope everything would be juz fine.Lyn nk sgt pergi jumpa dia saat ni to be rite beside her tp apa daya Lyn.
Semlm abg Leo read my blog and dia kata Lyn dh byk berubah so Lyn pun gi la baca post pertama blog Carolhazwani sampai the laz post Lyn tulis kat sna.Then,Lyn baca plak blog Balqis-Lyn dari first post sampai the end.I realised I had change too.Change in wat way Lyn tak tau tapi rasa macam penulis Diary of Soul ,LYNN bkn lagi Lyn yg menulis When Lyn Writes…At times,Lyn mcm dh x knal diri sendiri lagi.AM I STILL THE OLD CAROLYN????
Fara would say yes becoz to her I am always the gurl who supports everything she do,to Wanie she would said I slightly change becoz kami masih lepak bersama tapi Lyn xlagi macam dlu…To abg Leo,abg Lau,abg Fairuz,Abg Rief and Faiz diaorg akan kata I have totally change.Lyn dh x lemah mcm dlu.Lyn dh lama bangkit semula dan terus menjadi snow princess dan Miss Independent.Papa and mama?They said Lyn dh semakin matang,dah pandai deal wif things and diaorg dh x pyh nak worry so much and they yakin I can lead myself to the future.Itu semua diaorg yg ckp tp wat about pandangan CIK CAROLYN pada diri sendiri???
Lyn pun rasa mcm Lyn dh berubah.Sejak dia meninggalkan semuanya dan menjejak kaki ke PLKN,dia bkn lagi Lyn yg sama lg.Dan bla dia melangkah pergi dri PLKN,dia pun bkn lagi Lyn yg berada di kem.Dia semakin strong and dia makin tau apa yg harus dia fokus.Lyn semakin sedar tanggungjawab dia dari sebelumnya.Lyn yakin Lyn semakin berani bknnya lagi Lyn yg takut nk mengorak langkah pertama.Biarlah siapa pun xtau Lyn ckup sekadar Tuhan dan diri Lyn kenal siapa Lyn…Hanya Tuhan dan Lyn saja yg tau apa kehendak sebenar Lyn.No matter how people judge me,I still who I am….

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