At laz I have the courage to txt that Guy again coz I think he is not that type of guy which would ignore me withput a reason.Well…he is having prob.Some frens issue.Dh agak dh becozI could feel sumthing is wrong.Things bout our relationship really ruined when I waited 143 days for a NO as an answer.The thing is I dun feel it is a rejection.I mean those who really hurt but I cry becoz I dun understand y I can’t be the Gurl who be rite beside him when he need sumone.I really syg dia and I really hope that he understand my feeling.Rite now I really dunno y should I do…Is obvious that I am not gonna forget him and search for sumone new.Skali Lyn dh ckap Lyn jatuh hati…slamanya dia akan ada dlm hati.Mmg benar org kata cinta x semestinya bersama.Hati Lyn benar-benar hancur bla dia ckp mcm tu,dari I am so sleepy trus can’t sleep.I can’t seksa diri kan?
Tapi sekuat mne pun I,menitis juga air mata ni.Was wondering mmg airmata I murah je kan skrg pdhal jgn kata menitis bergenang air mata pun susah.Sekebal-kebal seorg hawa,bila melibatkan soal hati pasti lemah juga.(Hazeeq yg kata tapi dlu I xcya now Lyn cya)I really dunno how to face tmrw...really hoping wat he told juz now was only dream and everything is gonna be back to normal again.

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