Time past damn fast duh...October comes to an end and welcome November...Today is 177th days I knew That Guy...Still bru tapi rasa mcm dh bertahun knal dia...Oke...my holiday dh abis.This three days mcm-mcm yg I rasa.Happy,sdey,rasa mcm nak mati pun ada...Ntah la.Jd manusia mmg complicated kan???No matter wat life still have to go on.Chong Cheen of mine mmg berani la,Lyn respect gler.Dia brani buat confession yg kes dia dgn Prieya tu actually was not the family objection.Hui Ern,u r lucky enough to have him.Chong Cheen ini mmg x pernah seyes until he met Hui Ern.
Today ntg much happen in my life.Membca novel and layan blogging.Tu la diri I yg sebenar kan?Supposed to go out wif Xin Lun tp nk buat cmne?Masing-masing da hal.Today kat fb my bro,Fairuz ungkit sal I dgn KP suprisingly I x rasa mcm apa yg I pernah rasa dlu.I senyum jea klau x laz time mmg I melenting.huahahahaSensitive when comes to his name but today dgn senang lenangnye I dgr jea ape yg Fairuz cuba samakan dlm relationship Kp dgn I wif his and HY.hahaha.Biarlah tu semua jadi one of my kenangan.
Lyn boring sgt arini so at last I buat keputusan to go to the beach yg dekat Robina Park.Lyn pergi time-time senja...I went there to do sumthing I really wanted to do since months ago.I got this habit where everytime I got upset I will write all the things that make me sad in a paper then I will fold the paper into a paper boat and then let it go in the sea.It make me feels better coz I could feel the sadness sailed away from my heart.So sejak PLKN I did not go to the beach to let go these paper boats sampai arini.Bila I counted the boats it is 156 boats all together.I dun plan to read it all again coz rasa mcm no point nnt have to fold back all.Then I took all those papers to the beach...Lyn pun lepaskan the boat ikut date.The first till the laz one.Ada a few people yg nampak interested wif wat I am doin.Lpas tu bla dh lpaskan everything,now I felt better.Dh bley senyum la jgak.Aina send a sweet msg to me laz nyte.Short tp penuh erti.
Syg x bermaksud cinta,
Suka x serasi dgn cinta,
kagum x bererti cinta,
bangga x semestinya cinta,
cinta adalah cinta,
kekecewaan terlalu pahit untuk ditelan.
terlalu payah untuk dilupakan namun dlm cinta pasti merasai kecewa dan dikecewakan walau itu bukan matlamat dalam setiap percintaan.

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