Abg Adam left to Singapore already...I am a strong gurl...I dun shed a single tears at the airport.Tapi seriously,I miss That Guy a lot.Next week his exam I can't disturb him...Gudluck Strawberry Farm.Arini mcm down jea,dunno y...Curl up in the room reading 'Seribu Rindu Untukmu.I still have one book waiting for me.(frost bitten)Do I really look like a vampire when I am wearing my purple contact lens????I tgk biasa jer tp org mcm tgk I pelik.Biarla...As long as I am ok wif it.I started to feel to be sad back again after a week busy wif exam...
Really wanna cry now...Too much pressure I guess.I am now sick after my holiday at Cantury Bay.Sorry mama,making u worry.Feeling emptiness in my heart rite now.I had promise myself to be strong but can't I???God...please help me.I went to the beach juz now and sitting there all by myself.I was thinking wat will happen if that day that Guy give a chance to be wif him...I am sure I won't cry now but I shouldn't blame him.As he said...Is no one's fault.It's fated...Lyn mmg percaya dgn qadak and qadar so redha jea.i noe God love me that's y He let me go thru this.
As I told Sara,I will not run away from this feeling coz I dunno when will I feel the same again.Y there's no moon tonyte...or else I can share my feeling wif the moon.The moon is where I told my secrets to.Thank God I have Chloe(my cousin from KL)here wif me.We watch justin Bieber video 2gether...Sing his songs together...Sedikit sebyk I am not that sad.If I am all by myself...I dunno wat's gonna happen.I thout goin far can make me feel better but I was wrong...Abg Adam told me,actually is not the matter of goin far away but is our heart.No point running to the end of the world when our hart still loves and misses sumone.I was very happy that i met this Guy but y we have to end this way???Why there's sumthing I dream of...Y is it so hard to be loved by the person I loved so much...
Maybe abg Rief was ryte,cinta x semestinya memiliki....But I am so hurt!!!Wished that Guy would understand.Seeing him leaving for the third time doess not make me happier whereas it got deeper hurt each time.God!!!I need ur guidance now.Please send me some strength for me to move on...
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