11/10/2010

Argh...tension...I thout the performance to greet the students from Thailand has been cancel.Pn Saw came and meet me today and Gosh...the performance has to carry on.Shit la wei...I did not practise anything then have to carry the school image.Of coz I want to do the best one coz before this they saw my zapin which turn out to be kind of great.My friends from there are expecting a better one from us again.

I feel like I was given a big responsibility.Well...chinese culture is not sumthing which we can make fun of it.They gonna bring the footage to Thailand.I dun wan to make fool of myself and I want to prove to those teachers which anti-kebudayaan to noe actually kebudayaan is sumthing u can make everyone stand into one.I really hope within a short time things will turn into sumthing to be proud of..

School dinner is this weekend and I dun even care.I felt there is no meaning for me to have fun since there's no more my form5 besties.I miss Hazeeq,abg Rief and abg Ruz the most.Gosh...I never thout that result day is the laz day I met them.That Guy???He is near to me...rite in my heart.I realised I dun have to have his answer...Let me continue to live.I can't force myself not to think about him so I am gonna let him wanders in my mind.I am happy with it and I promise I will never disturb him anymore.Seriously...I do miss him.A lot duh....but Lyn still have to stand strong.