Confused!

I really dun understand myself…Sumtimes I felt like am ok all by myself but sumtimes I felt empty inside.Lyn confuse sgt…As Lyn pernah gtau kat Wanie and Fara before,I need sumone to teach me the meaning of love but selalunya,I learned the meaning of hurt.God!!!Wat should I do?I really need a guy that I can turn to when I feel lonely,when I feel sad…I need a guy to be wif me to share my happiest moment and my saddest moment.I am tired of being alone.My wish is juz a simple wish but in order to find a guy to be wif me…that’s hard.Hardest thing of all.As mama pernah cakap bukan senang nak cari org yg sygkan kita.